LOVE AND ELEGANCE

THOUSAND YEARS AGO, THERE LIVED TWO FRIENDS, NAMED "LOVE" AND "ELEGANCE" THEY BOTH WERE FAST FRIENDS. THEY PROMISED TO STAND BY EACH OTHER THROUGH THICK AND THIN.

LOVE TOLD ELEGANCE THAT SHE ALWAYS GOT HIM OUT OF HOOK. THEY WERE SO MUCH ATTACHED THAT NEVER SPENT EVEN A SECOND WITHOUT EACH OTHER. THAT'S WHY ELEGANCE ALWAYS LOOKED PINK. HE WAS SUCH A HUNK THAT EVERY ONE SHOWED AFFINITY TO HIM. AND LOVE WAS ALSO EYE-CANDIED. SHE ALWAYS DOLLED-UP FOR ELEGANCE.

PEOPLE ALWAYS TALKED PIFFLE ABOUT THEIR FRIENDSHIP. THEY SIMPERED IN FRONT OF LOVE AND ELEGANCE BUT SNEAKED BEFORE THEM. THEY DIDN'T MISS A TRICK TO MAKE THEM QUARRELSOME.

ONE NIGHT, THEY WERE SAT TOGETHER IN DARKNESS AND SAYED LATE. SUDDENLY, THE MOON CAME OUT. IT WAS REALLY LOOKING GRACEFUL. THEY BOTH WERE SHINED IN MOON-LIGHT.

IN THE MEAN-WHILE, LOVE STARTED PRAISING AND SHOWED HER ATTRACTION FOR MOON. WHEN ELGANCE LISTENED LOVE TO PRAISE MOON, HE BEARED MALICE. HE SCRATCHED HER EYES, AS HE WAS A HOT CUP OF TEA.

SINCE THEN,

"LOVE BECOME BLIND" 

AND

"ELEGANCE LOOKS ARROGANT"

"ELEGANCE" IS ATROCIOUS NOW-A-DAYS

AND

"LOVE" IS FINICKY. 

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Love Kills Each And Every Moment....................

This is the story of a guy and a gal who met in a language learning website.. So they knew each other gradually and later the guy fell in love with that gal... But the guy kept silent and held his emotions 'coz he was afraid to say and he didn't knew how the girl is gonna react.. And the girl had a pic on her profile. So once the guy asked if that is her pic? She replied boldly "yes it is". And she looked gorgeous in the pic. So the guy was more afraid. He knew that gal looks like a fairy and she has born with a silver spoon in her mouth as she told about her family...... And the guy knew the difference between the sky and the earth.. So he decided he will kill his love.. So they kept on chatting and the Guy used to miss her when she is not around.. He used to like each and everything about her.... He shared all his feelings and the life honestly.... The gal encouraged him. He felt good.. And he tried his best not to express his feelings but he did...... He said one day He likes her... She replied: sure, all the friends like each other... And the guy said: No, it's not that like but he loves her so much.. The gal refused... And the guy couldn't do anything but cried.. And now the bad time started................. And he met a gal on the same website and they became friends.. The guy told everything to that gal... She really felt bad for him... She told that don't give up.. U will get your love.. She encouraged all the time............... Once his dream girl said that she has told a lie, that the pic she has got in her profile that is not her own pic.. That's her friend... The guy was shocked.. Then she told to visit a different website to see the real pic.... The guy said "NO NEED" he still loves her...... She forced to see as she couldn't sleep just bcoz of her lie. She said to the guy that she cant believe that he loves her so much without seeing her so at least she wants to meet him once in her life. The guy went to the website checking the pic... And he found she is not like a fairy but she looks innocent and cute... He was angry bcoz of the lie but he told that he loved her not the beauty and he really did it... But the feeling of meeting once was fake and that was for the time being to make some1 feel that u lied but u r not a lier..... The guy was deeply in love... He expressed his feelings so many times.. But got the same reply... He was tired of banging his head against a brick wall... He started smoking.... He stopped calling home.... Once his mom called and the guy cried over the phone but didn't say what happened.... So finally he decided that he will kill all his feelings and emotions.. So he tried to go away and tried to forget... But all in vain... He couldn't forget her for a single moment... He wanted to get free from this all. Once an idea came to his mind for committing suicide but he thought about his family and knew that he needs to be brave for his family... Again he told the gal he can never forget her... And the gal got some tension and as he had some brain problem but she never told.. So she got admitted in the hospital.. Before going she sent a mail that she got brain problem bcoz of an accident what happend 4 years ago...... And finally the guy decided not to hurt her anymore by his love.... But he said he is ready to marry her with all those problems and issues what she has.. And he will never complaint... But she refused and he said "okay" be friends..... And they became friends.... But the guy cried so much Ist time in his life that now "how he is gonna react"... 'coz he knew it's not just about talk the talk but he will have to walk the talk.... He always loved her but he lied all the time after asking her to be friends... He started behaving happily 'coz he knew just bcoz of him she had to be admitted in the hospital... So there was happiness in the words but who can feel the heart what dies each and everyday?.... What cries all the time for listening a single reply that she "loves him too"? .well, he had to hide those feelings to make her happy... And he did... But sometimes he started behaving in a strange way... 'coz no one can handle two emotions at the same time.. He deleted all his friends from the friend list coz he needed just that gal. He tried his best to make her believe that he loves her by all mean.. But all in vain..... She wants him to marry a different gal... But she never asked what he likes... She never asks y he loves her... She never asks how do u feel accepting me as a friend and she never felt the heart but sometimes she felt the emotions... Gal says: she is to die.. But the guy is ready to give up all his life to live a single moment with her...... And he will love her till his last breathe.... Why the people see just those what we try to show?..... Why don't they understand that feelings can be shown in a different way but it cant be changed?......... Fuck this love what makes the life worst......... The gal knew that the guy started smoking.. She told stop smoking then she will talk, and the guy wants to be strong... He wonders y the hell should he leave smoking and who is the gal to order..... Go to the hell with the feeling-less thought... Leave this, leave that, forget this, do this... Fuck this all.....The guy is just crying and trying to forget.. And he will have to do this rest of the life........ So the guy knew why it is said that "the death kills once, but the love kills each and every moment to make u believe that this is your such mistake what cant be ignored or forgiven".

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Falling for Best Friend

I met this guy through my gay friend. i just asked what's his name and I didn't expect that my friend would give him my number to let him text me. I was so shocked when he text me that day, but my friend said that he's nice so i befriended him. OK, to make the story short, we get along just fine, we became closer as the days go by, we chat almost everyday.

              Then one day we went to the mall with our friends and suddenly I felt something different inside me when accidentally our eyes met, I'm definitely falling in love with him. I can't fool myself so I made up my mind that night that I will tell him about my feelings soon. But just that next afternoon, he told me that he broke up with his girlfriend that day so I end up comforting him. After that he thanked me and that's when he said that he's saying everything to me because he considered me as his best friend. OUCH! But that's the reality, he just see me as a friend and nothing more. I didn't get a chance to tell him about my feelings.

                                                                           Two years have passed and we're still close friends, comforting him whenever he's heartbroken and hiding my one-way love. 

One afternoon this march, he called me and asked me about my one girl friend, I was not in a good mood that day because of my upcoming exam result that's concerning my graduation. So I just said I don't want to talk about anyone but he insisted on asking. I get pissed off and said, "OK I'll just give you her number for you to shut up." But then he said, "Aw, no need. It seems someone's getting jealous.." 

I got the biggest shock of my life. I didn't know that he know even a little about my feelings for him. But I don't want to give him a hint so I just said "who?" Then he changed the topic. That's what I love about him. Even though he knows something, he never get to embarrass me. i didn't say anything about this but I know that I'm quite obvious, so to get away from that issue, I helped him. My friend became his girlfriend after a month.

                                                                                                                             My other friends who know my REAL feelings always ask me why I did that. They often get angry with me because of my "katangahan". 

Yes, I admit that I want him for myself. But not every time, you should always think of yourself. For me, it's much better to think first of the consequences of your actions. 

What If I confess my feelings for him and then after he avoids me? I still want him to be my best friend. 

But then I saw them one day at the mall very sweet and I felt my heart crushed right that very moment. I realized that nothing has changed about my feelings so i started to avoid them as much as I can and they noticed it. 

When we saw each other at our common friend's birthday just this May, I was told that he was not going so I went there. But there he was and he saw me so I can't escape anymore.

He asked me, "What happened? Why are you avoiding me?" Of course I denied and said that I was just busy for the upcoming board exam. Although not convinced, he wished me luck, I nodded and started to walking. Just like that and he doesn't even tried to stop me to ask me what's wrong. I was fighting my tears when I went home. I cried myself to sleep that night especially when I saw those pictures that they posted at FB in the party earlier. 

That's when it struck me. It's the REALITY.

They're so happy with each other now and I should accept that FACT. 

We haven't talked until now. That's the last time we talked. He tried to call me last month but I didn't answer. He texted me but I didn't text back. Maybe he got tired trying to reach me so he stopped.

             I know time will come that we will be okay just like before but I still don't know when. 

I just wanna share my story to tell you guys never to attach yourself, never to assume and never to fall for your best friend because it's the worst thing you'll ever experience.

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